An Excerpt From
When I Close My Eyes

Excerpt 1:

Seth closed the phone and slipped it back onto his belt and waited.

The feeling washed over him, coating him along with the cold mist. The emotion it carried burrowed into his flesh and warmed him. He hadn’t felt anything this intense since he’d fallen down these very steps and broken his leg. When he’d woken from surgery, he’d felt the pull. He’d sworn he was being tugged from his lover’s arms. There’d never been a memory more clear than those hours he’d been unconscious, but so very aware of the woman who shared that time with him—and shared herself so fully.

“Where are you?” he whispered into the night. It’d been so long since he’d felt her touch, heard her voice. She’d haunted him so often as a teenager and even through his wild college years. Hell, she was probably the one thing that’d kept him alive.

Just the memory of those wild parties and willing girls made him shudder. At the time, there was nothing better, nothing more he could have asked for—except to find the girl he dreamed about. He’d searched for her everywhere, every vacation he’d gone on with his parents, all the traveling he did while playing college baseball and even now with the league. She was the one goal he held above all else, and the one thing that had kept him going when he’d sprained his shoulder and sat out half his junior year. She kept him from drinking himself to death. When he broke his leg and he was sure his career was over, she had been there. God, she held him! Stroked his hair when he cried in his sleep, pressed her lips to his to quiet his insistence that he’d never be able to run. He’d chase the belief she was real, and out there looking for him, until he died.

Shaking off the chill of those memories, he opened his eyes and looked around, knowing he’d never see her. The storm he expected still lumbered to the west, preceded by the icy rain that was just starting to fall. The house was well lit, but where the shadows began, an opaque fog blurred the landscape and made him feel so incredibly alone.

Yet she was here. Part of him. Part of every breath he took, every beat of his heart, he felt her. He couldn’t ever remember experiencing these feelings with such clarity, at least while he was awake. This pull, this recognition is what he’d expected if he ever found her. He’d instantly feel the connection as soon as he saw her. His chest tightened, his skin went cold, his palms damp as he clenched and unclenched his fists.

His breath shuddered as he breathed out. “Where are you? I know you,” he said, lifting his hand. “Who are you?”

A brush of something warm touched his fingertips. He closed his eyes, memorizing the moment. Then he closed his fist, shook off the layer of dampness that had settled on his clothes and got into his truck. He didn’t know what he was chasing, but he wasn’t going to question it.

His heart pounded it rhythmically, she’s here.

 

Excerpt 2:

“Any clue what time it is?” Kenna asked him as he piled his extra sweatshirt, spare blanket, first aid and emergency roadside kit beside the hearth. The dim light of the fire glanced off her silhouette and made her seem nothing more than a ghost in the middle of the room.

“Little before seven.”

“Too early for bed then.” Even from several feet away, Seth heard her sharp intake of breath, then watched her turn so her profile studied the fire. Her throat undulated gently as she swallowed, her words clearly embarrassing her. “I mean—”

“I know what you mean. But why don’t we get everything set up anyway. Do you want to go strip all the blankets off the beds and bring them in here?”

“I would. But I don’t think I can find the bedrooms.”

He laughed then, the amusement in her voice cracking through the awkwardness that had settled between them. They were taking this way too seriously. Both of them. “You didn’t happen to find any candles, did you?”

Her hands lifted to her hips. He bet her eyes were sparkling with some sarcastic comment she had the willpower to hold back. Maybe there was hope for them yet.

He had to say it. “You mean you can’t see in the dark?”

“Uh, no. That particular skill isn’t in my repertoire.”

Shit. The throaty way she’d formed those words had his mind suggesting he’d want to explore what her other skills were. He shifted away from her and dug into his bag to find the flashlight he’d tossed in there. His hardened cock stretched against his jeans painfully. His problem. No sense scaring her off yet again.

“Damn. Mine either. Hold on, I’m looking for the flashlight.” His eyes were adjusting to the low light, but that didn’t help him as searched through his bag by sense of touch. He couldn’t take his eyes off her.

“You don’t happen to have a whirlpool tub in there, do you?”

“What?” She’d moved closer to the fire and he could see the way her eyes crinkled just slightly at the corner when she laughed. Her lips were pulled tight into a smile. With the firelight’s reflection, what he’d considered plain brown hair had come to life with its own flames of red and gold. She really was beautiful. Maybe not classically pretty like Samantha, but there was a life that shone through, lighting up her features. He couldn’t tear his gaze from her.

“I said,” she repeated as she knelt down beside him and peered into his bag. “I wondered if you had a tub in there. You know, Jacuzzi? All I wanted all day was to get here and soak in a nice hot tub.”

His mouth went dry. How could this woman be disarming his ability to think, piece by piece? There was nothing…wrong with what she had said, but in his mind, he’d watched her slide her shirt over her head, letting her fingers trace over the smooth skin over her stomach as she then loosened the button of her jeans. The wicked way she shook her hips to pull the stubborn denim over those gently swelling curves…

“The flashlight. Can I have it?”

He passed it over, unable to speak, or even blink.

“Thanks,” she said, leaning so close he could smell her shampoo. Clean. None of the fancy floral or fruity scents the women of his past had used. The scent of a woman. He breathed her in, catching a whiff of the coffee she’d recently sipped and a light hint of subtle perfume she’d probably dotted to her wrists and neck. Nothing overpowering. Sexy as hell.

And just as quickly, she straightened, flipped on the beam and illuminated the far wall. “Perfect,” she said. “I’ll be right back.”

He exhaled. So much for him staying to make sure she’d survive this storm. It was he who needed rescuing right now.

 

 

 

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